So, Lynsey broke up with me. Whatever. I spoke the death of it with all my friends (though, perhaps not you [reader], but I can explain more privately ( Read more... )

 Admitting I'm a shitty person is a big step, I think. Lately I've obviously been subconciously or either conciously thinking of my last relationship (with Kai). My thoughts and fantasies keep drifting off to him, especially when I'm meditating or masturbating (odd mix, yeah).  But, I try to quickly shove it aside. I don't want to think about him. ( Read more... )